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I have completly gone all out with the blog... As many of you know, i am the type of person that gets angry at the stores and people that are already decked out and its not even December!!! But once its Decmber 1st a.k.a my birthday :) I am ready to start this party. So last night i went sledding in hanger park... it was cold :( but very fun none of the less. So it was my birthday was on Tuesday. Thank you oh so much to my friends and all of there lovely surprises and posters and presents :) It was a very good day :) So thats about it. I am doing some stuff with all my buddies and it should be a very snazzy shin dig :) Have and awesome christmas time!!! XOXO

I'm sorry

For losses. Just read something on youtube. Made me sad. i just want to comfort this person. It was a comment on the song Exitlude by the killers. Here is the comment: "I was listening to this song while I was at home and it finish at about 12:55am. The next day, a good friend of mine that I when to school with died at the time I finished this song. So when ever I listen to this song, I am reminded of him because this was one of his favorite band." Here is the other one: "We have all difficult story of the people we loved , for me it's my uncle who is dead because young people was doing a race on the road, there was a crash, my uncle was dead, i loved my uncle so much , and now i'll nerver see him again , i hope in dead we live in peace and with all the people we love ;) that will be a nice dead :)" I guess it just makes you think. Love what you have now. you never know when it leaves. Smile. you never know when one may need it. Be the person you want!!! You make the decision. Cry when you want like i am now. Smile even if its unnecesary. Just do it!! Who really cares about the others?!?! They are just the ones trying to hold you back!! Please just do it. even for me if thats the only reason. I'd love it. i want a hug. :) I love you dearly friends. if your reading this. I love you forever and I know I'm dramatic but thanks for sticking with me. XOXO

So...

I just read nie nies blog. How can one woman who has been through so much still be so greatful and have so much hope. Truly inspirational. It makes me mad at myself for even being upset right now. How can life's little difficulties just destroy me but nie nie can smile and think... it will all be better someday. my inspiration. I love you Nie nie. I will keep going when the road is bumpy, just for you. XOXO

Savannah

I think your gorgeous. Don't be over self conscience like some people we know... I.E. me. Trust me when I say this... Your beautiful. Everyone loves you. I swear. Pinky Swear. Your Gorgeous. Love you forever. XOXO

Music

So... who invented the music? Who did it. Was it god? I don't think so. I mean it is holy enough to be made by him but that is something ot presous to just give away. Maybe he gave us the holy privilidge to think of it. To sing. To dance. To play. The piano. Mhmmm... I love the sound of the piano. When you are in the middle of the chorus and you have hit the climax of the song where it is just ringing in your ears and somehow one instrument is sounding like a whole orchestra. Man... I love the music. Thank you so much for the music. It is my life. *Exhale deeply* *Inhale* my music. :) XOXO

Friends

I love you with a passion you will never know. It makes me sad when you are upset or dissapointed. It will get better. These are no way going to be the bast years of your life. Just wait, and see. I promise you. Sarah Jarvis, I love you and miss you incredibly. But don't get stressed out about marcos honey. If you are having a good time that is all that matters. Who cares about the others. Live the life you want to live, not the ones others are exhibiting. If you have the right attitude everything will be fun and exciting just like. Love you forever and ever. My banana. I will gladly go to Georgia with you. It would be a privilidge to go. Keep on going and keep on laughing chica. You are the greatest friend a girl could have. Your sweet, funny and beautiful and you don't even know it. You are my breath of fresh air. I love you forever. Me Emily's. Love you dearly. You have the sweetest and most gorgeous smile ever. Got to tell you that sleepover at your house had to be one of the bestest nights ever. You are beautiful and fun. Don't doubt it. I think you are spectaculer. I love you tons and tons, forever and ever. So friends. you are loved. You know it. Smile like you mean it girlys. No matter what anyone says. You are the greatest. XOXO

Mhmmm

Man today was good. It just ended perfectly and I have to say that I was walking to my locker with a pretty decent smile on my face. Sterling and Patrick where having a competition of how much they could make me laugh. They both did fairly well. Lets just say I have the maturity of a five year old. :) So how bout homecoming. Thats coming up. Yes siree. I am going with my best bud Banana. She is AMAZING!!! Pretty Psyched. I am wearing my promotion dress. I just need to decide on the shoes. We don't want a repeat of 8th grade promotion. Uhm... My feet hurt so bad that I almost needed to be carried out into the car. :) Pretty fantastic. So I got the new season of The Office... (There is a HUGE smile on my face right now) It is um... whats the word... Hilarious? Yes!!! That is the exact word I was looking for!! Plus I also saw the new episode for season 6. Me loves it!!! I love love love love love LOVE, deep breath, The Office. I played dodgeball yesterday... Um I am Beast!!! I was on like 4 teams and I played back to back rounds. Got a good number of people out. Caught some of the dodgeballs. It was fantastic. I was really sweaty though and red like a tomatoe. It was a little disgusting. I think people where getting grossed out by me. But Helena told me I was cute. I love her!! So today was fantastic. XOXO