To you

Its not customary. When I say it I mean it. I say I love you to people. I say your beautiful to people. I know I say it to many people so some may think it loses its emphasis. I mean it every time. When I say it to you, or when she says it to you... when WE, the together eternal WE, say it to you, its not customary. We mean it. I love you. Always have always will. Our bond is different. No matter what trials come, I promise you it will never break. Cause I am your shoulder and you are mine. I will always be there and so will you. I promise. Its not customary, its the truth, from the people that will always be there. From the people that will love you no matter what. From the person that will make you wear a blue dress with cowgirl boots. I promise. Its the truth. XOXO

When I look back

When I look back on all the posts I've done... its almost like I am reading a book. I mean, like a biography. It says all I was dealing with but when I wrote it I somehow made it so it was difficult to decode. Its so intriguing. Can I put something out there, I am still the same Tessa. I have my moments but I am still the deep and understanding person I was and am. I don't know, I just, I sometimes worry about people splitting apart and I don't want that to be a reason. I love all my friends so much and I don't want something that isnt' even real to ruin it. I finnaly started writing again. It felt great. I like how this one turned out. Plus its always fun to describe what I write to people and the meaning it has to me. Its things they don't realize. Its interesting :) So I am heading off. Love you all. Truely forever and always. XOXO Decode me. Decode the black dots on my measures.

I am...

Openness to Experience/Intellect High scorers tend to be original, creative, curious, complex; Low scorers tend to be conventional, down to earth, narrow interests, uncreative. You enjoy having novel experiences and seeing things in new ways. Conscientiousness High scorers tend to be reliable, well-organized, self-disciplined, careful; Low scorers tend to be disorganized, undependable, negligent. You are neither organized or disorganized. Extraversion High scorers tend to be sociable, friendly, fun loving, talkative; Low scorers tend to be introverted, reserved, inhibited, quiet. You are extremely outgoing, social, and energetic. Agreeableness High scorers tend to be good natured, sympathetic, forgiving, courteous; Low scorers tend to be critical, rude, harsh, callous. You tend to consider the feelings of others. Neuroticism High scorers tend to be nervous, high-strung, insecure, worrying; Low scorers tend to be calm, relaxed, secure, hardy. You aren't particularly nervous, nor calm. So... This is what I am, according to a personality test... Interesting. I also took a color quiz. I am a BLUE. It actually sounded a lot like me. These things are wayyyy to accurate. Well sweet sauce. Adios :) XOXO

When the wild things bite

So yeah, the immature people that decided not to grow up yet bit me. Yeah, it was stupid. If your reading this, do us all a favor and grow up cause people don't want to deal with your immaturity. But I am so thankful for all my good friends. I mean really, they are the best in the world. They are always there to help me and make everything better. Thank you so much. I love you guys forever and ever. <3 So lets see, whats going on in Tessa's life... umm Cheer! So thats going good :) I love my fantastic stunt group!! Alexann, Kelly, and Michelle... I LOVE YOU GIRLS :) I can tell it will be a good year. So yeah, thats what happening it my life. In case your were wondering. So thats all :) Love you all oh so very much!! :) XOXO P.S. I walk like a peinguin when I am sore.

I have noticed

Its funny how things can change so quickly. Like from one day to the next. Its like you wake up a completely different person. With new feelings and a new outlook on almost everything. It can be for the best or the worst. But then again it will always change the next day. So me, currently I am just trying to figure things out, probably like the typical high school student. Then again, who said anything about me being typical? Have any of you ever heard your name whispered before? Its not a good feeling. Its like you just want to go yell at the person and tell them to say it to your face. Yeah, if any of you ever have a problem with me... grow up past the maturity of 5th grade and tell me to my face. But after all, most likely any of the people reading this have never really offended me. In fact, I love any and all of you that even take time to read this. Thank you :) Its so weird how your opinions of people change over time. Like I remember how certain people just frustrated and bugged me so much but now... they end up being a friend of mine. Like how me and this kid in science are writing a contract so we can get our seats back when we sat together. Cause we just had so much fun. Its so interesting how that all works out. I hope our teacher lets us move back. I liked that class :) Well this has just been my little random paragraph session :) I hope you all are doing great. Keep in touch with me cause I love you all :) Thanks for all you do. XOXO

These are the days

These are the days were you look back and smile. It has been a great day for everyone. I mean really... EVERYONE ;) So lets see, I had a half day. YEAH. Then Cj came over. we had a video game competition. Well lets see, I owned at guitar hero. And the rest... yeah the rest I lost :( but whatevs I still got skills!!!! I also lost at pool but i think I've gotten a bit better. lets see then we watched the office. Pretty fantastic. Then I headed on over to Kay's house were I hung out with Tiffanie and Jorden!!! Love all those girls so much. Then played ultimate Frisbee. I did an epic fall. It was funny... everyone thought i was hurt. pshh... i don't break. :) Then Lets see... We all decorated Aaron's room and then on the way home we danced in the street. sounds pretty fantastic right!!! ahhh Yeahhh :) I love days like this. Alrighty well I love you all!!! XOXO

Its been awhile

Its been awhile since I've been straight up honest. I am happy. I am smiling. Isn't that great? For reasons unknown I am so happy with everything now. I mean, I have great friends, great family, life is ummm great. Sure... math is blah but whatever. IT DON'T BRING ME DOWN :) But yeah, doing super duper great. Me Kelly and Kay dresses up like lady gaga to day. it was freaking amazing. we are making a music video :))) Yeah its pretty sick well... I am heading off. bye bye love you all!! XOXO