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Sunday, February 28, 2010

I just hypervenilated

These last dresses... I found my perfect wedding dress, but which one?!!! 1,2,3 TELL ME PLEASE. Wow, calm down, I am seriously hypervenilating... whooo.

XOXO

I'll do what you want me to do. I'll say what you want me to say. I'll be who you want me to be. I will be: Strong. Happy. An Example. A do'er not a sayer. A witness. A peacemaker. Courageous. Faithful. Loyal. Positive. Steadfast. Immovable. Me. I'll be what you want me to be. XOXO

Sorry

Sorry, I know this is random but I ate all my gummy bears... and I feel sad. I'm sorry gummy bears... :( Just an empty bag of gummy bears... sitting on my desk, looking at me... like its peering into my soul. XOXO lobster

Saturday, February 27, 2010

heh heh heh

I LOBSTER YOU!!! Oh yeah, how is that for fantastic? So I played with a Sheltie today!!! Yay! Fun stuff, it was a cute doggie :) Its name was Maggie and it was VERY hyper. In case you guys didn't know... I love dogs. Okay :) I lost the game. Oh snap.

So i have to work on a research paper... lovely. Isn't that just exhilerating? I thought so too. This has got to be the most random post EVER.

I really want to watch a Bourne movie with my friends. I was talking to Jiddles about it. Well... I really want to.

Well I am going to get to work, tackle my paper. Whoooo. Well I love you all!!!

XOXO

I HATE PICKLES. But I LOVE Armadillos... and Snuggies. Did I just blow your mind?

Heyyyy

Hey you guys, I'm feeling pretty good. whooo. okay random. well going to bed. :) nighty night. XOXO ily oh the things of young love, especially when you are four years old!!! oh love :) hahaha "do you love her? I don't know yet. Will you marry her? hmmm maybe." -Four year olds.* *Did this make your day? it made mine... this is a true story :)

Friday, February 26, 2010

Today at Lunch

So today at lunch I while sitting with Savannah and Alina I was saying how my blog is getting more and more cliche. Which means I am getting cliche. hmmm... should I be concerned. I mean, i was looking back at my old posts, I was so sad and I was just kinda going through the phases. But now, I am actually happy and enjoying and savoring things. But... is it better to be cliche and happy than upset and different. I mean I am still the deep, understanding Tessa that I used to be... now I just wear the smile on my face and actually mean it when I use it. They told me that the life I was living is becoming cliche... but that it wasn't a bad thing. But my life... is cliche. I don't really know what to think. Do I change myself? But this is a time were I have actually been legitimately happy. Do I want to change it? I might mess it up? I know I have my moments were I feel like things our falling but I am relatively happy... which has been making me cliche. why am I getting upset over one stupid word? I don't understand! You guys probably think I'm stupid... and you probably think that I'm just a stupid cliche high school girl. Ugh cause I know I am. How fantastic. I mean... I always say that I'd rather be different than what people call normal but now I think I might be becoming the high school definition of normal. But if I'm happy... should it even matter. The answer: no, it shouldn't. It doesn't matter. I don't care. You like that? Tessa is herself. Not a definition of cliche. She is Tessa. She is who she wants to be. And I want to be, happy. I don't care what people tell me. If I'm cliche or not. Cause when it comes down to it, I am me. Yeah, Tessa is back, watch out world. XOXO ily

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

When I'm alone

When I'm alone in my room, I either A.) go insane or B.) Do what I did tonight which is take pictures and edit them. I think they are pretty legit. Want to seem them. you know how this goes.

this one goes out to all the young women :) Even though I spelled it wrong. :)

This picture took me FOREVER to get perfectly. i had to stack my camera up on a ton of books so that is would be able to see my reflection. I felt accomplished