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I have come to accept it. Just have to wait. I'm fine now. perfectly content. Yepee!!!! :) seriously this boat is a sailing good. I want to be 16 like right............ couple more dots...... now!!! then everything would be ta da! easy. i can drive. i can date. mwahahhaha i will have conquered the world and all it difficulties. ooooo you want to read me and kay's bucket list??!! you know you want to!!. well here i am forcing you. Kay’s and Tessa’s bucket list Best Buddy cruise Skydiving Model for a Magazine Live in Nyc Hawaii Run a marathon (I will jog) :) Visit out of the country Be each others bridesmaids Write a song together Meet Taylor Lautner Find David Archuleta Talk to Taylor Swift Do an all-nighter Marry in the temple <3 Swim in a waterfall Go to a Hannah Montana screening Model for Kay/ do photography for Tessa Be vegetarians for a week Be amazing pianists Go on a double date together Tessa’s additions 1. Dance crazy when its raining 2. Be friends forever (and ever I promise.) 3. Laugh when we want to cry 4. Know we are loved 5. Know that guys are pointless and they aren’t the only reason we can smile 6. Smile like you mean it 7. Trust each other 8. Live like we are dying 9. Be the showstoppers 10. Become mothers 11. Marry someone that loves us even at our worst 12. Forget the big things and learn to love the simple little things 13. Be the change in the world we wish to see 14. Be a doer and not just a sayer 15. Make it over the rainbow Life has its complications. It’s as simple as that. It has its peaks. It has its lows. It’s as simple as that. Life has speed bumps. You got to take it slow once you’re going over them but once you’re done, you can hit the open pavement with your best shot. It’s as simple as that. Life has boys. Life has girls. Then it has the cool people like us that have to intermingle with all of them. It’s as simple as that. Life has its lucky princess’s that are born into royalty. Then it has us, the Cinderella’s that have to go and search for there prince charming. It’s as simple as that. But once we find it. When we find our Prince Charming, we smile. We smile because we succeeded. We smile because we made it. Because we beat all odds and we beat the world at its own game that we were forced to play. We make our wishes. We have our dreams. They come true. We finish the fairytales at the end. With the happy ending. We live. We laugh. We love. We start the trail over the rainbow. Somewhere over the rainbow, Dreams come true. The ones we dare to dream. We will make it. We will make it over the rainbow. It’s as simple as that. Heck yes! Its is loooonnnnnnggggg. but it can be achieved!! well there you go world. Tessa is back and better than ever! XOXO

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I have completly gone all out with the blog... As many of you know, i am the type of person that gets angry at the stores and people that are already decked out and its not even December!!! But once its Decmber 1st a.k.a my birthday :) I am ready to start this party. So last night i went sledding in hanger park... it was cold :( but very fun none of the less. So it was my birthday was on Tuesday. Thank you oh so much to my friends and all of there lovely surprises and posters and presents :) It was a very good day :) So thats about it. I am doing some stuff with all my buddies and it should be a very snazzy shin dig :) Have and awesome christmas time!!! XOXO