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Saturday, February 28, 2009

Some more of simple Tessa

I have been feeling very happy lately. Just happy. Don't know why but I love it! I feel as if everything id in the right place. You know that really calm and peaceful feeling. Sorry, is that clique. I don't mean it that way. Um... Awkward! :) This guy had some really bomb shoes the other day. They were orange and black checkers and had neon green. So colorful and amazing!! I want his shoes. I think they were lace up Vans! Love them!!! My teachers have been giving us sooo much home work! Ugh... I have projects in 3 of my classes. I have just been flabbergasted from all this homework. Haha! That's a funny word. Flabbergasted. Whoo! That's a knee slapper. But yeah this is serious! So much homework! It has been extremely stressful. However I did get a chunk of it done. Guess what! A new episode of Degrassi is going to come on! Whoo hoo! That just made my day better. I like watching intense drama. It makes me forget about my own problems. Hehe! On Thursday I finished Gossip Girl Season 1. Very intense and shocking but... I'm not going to spoil it for you. It was very good. Problem is... I don't have anymore Gossip Girl to watch.To bad. So sad. That was a very amazing rhyme wasn't it? Skills. ;) I also didn't have to go to school on Friday. I love sleeping in. I had to spend the whole day working on those oh so many school projects. At least it was kind of a three day weekend. I only had to go to 6th period. So haha! I got to chill at home! :) I have to babysit tonight. Since your not suppose to give out personal information online, I'll just say they are extremely cute. Super funny too. I truly do love kids. They are so happy and positive. I love it! It is, what's the word, refreshing! Very,very refreshing. On Thursday we had a wedding shower for Ms. Tracey! Wait I believe it is Mrs. Tracey! When I was a little kid I thought that meant a bunch of people brought a girl random gifts while she was in the shower. So random. Anyways, Tracey is so fun and peppy. I love her lots. It was very tyring but a lot of fun. There was really good food. That's is why I love Showers. Just kidding. It is just really fun. Today I handed out Susan's cookies. We gave them to this very nice girl that works at Rubios. It was very fun!!! I gave out some very yummy lemon cookies. I have felt like I want to give everyone I see a hug. I'm not weird, I'm just a huggable person. That is such a true quote. Here is a quote I read that I like: "I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell." Savannah said that. Haha! I love that girl! So funny. Hm... I'm kind of out of things to write so... how about I work on all those projects. Table of elements, here I come. Have a good day!* XOXO Some restrictions DO apply. You have to be 14 or older. This is called Red herring. I learned that in Language Arts. Haha! You are still reading. I have you on the edge of your seats. Ooooo! Bing Bam! I should probably stop. Ok going to stop. Tessa, it is time to stop! My fingers just keep going. Like an energizing bunny. Just keeps going and going. Ughh! Stop. Ok this is the end. Just really needed to type in really small font. It is so cute and little! Like a little bunny. Uh... Akward. Ok X's and O's! XOXO! Buh- Bye!!

Random Pictures

Wisconsin!! I love dandelions! Green Grasses are my forte We are Gangsters. I was having some issue with my pants
A night in the snow!
So... I don't have anything else to say. Uh... Peace!

Monday, February 23, 2009

Random Thoughts

Here are my random thoughts that I want to spill to the Internet. Have you ever wished that you lived in a fairytale? Like with Princes and castles? That just sounds like an amazing dream like thing for me! Is that just my weird fairytale thing or do other people feel as I do? Also, is everyone going through as tough as a time as me? Like with drama, confusion, and... awkwardness?! Also, do you ever feel like you want to run away from everything until your legs fall off? Just run and run until there is no where else to go? Do you ever wonder if these hard times will ever change and become better? What do people think of you? Do they see me as I see myself? Why do people need to treat us those rude ways? Why do they want to shoot us down and bring us up? What do people think they will gain from our tears? Wow! That's a lot of Tessa's thoughts. They are all just questions. I truly do need answers. I have been thinking about my friends. I miss Mckenzie. That was sad. I love her. She is so amazing. So... you take that in and... do whatever you want with it. Such a silly little blog isn't it. If Savannah is reading this, mine probably is weirder! This is my 13th post by the way. Just remember, we all have those times. XOXO

Manic Monday

So... today was very dramatic. I can't say to much but let's just say... it was upsetting. I also found out that one of my guy friends think I like him. Ugh!!! I hate drama like that! Yeah, unless you hear it from me, it's not true!!! But otherwise from that I had a very good day. I got to spend the whole rest of the day with my brother that returned from NY. And right now me and my brother are picking apart the Bachelor and all the relationships. I'm really excited for this episode because it is basically when the girls tear each other apart. Who doesn't love a good cat fight? On another note, have any of you seen that commercial where the girl is riding her bike and has extremely long arm pit hair? It is disgusting!!! When ever I see that commercial I want to throw up!! (No offense to the cell phone companies or the French. Hehe!) Just kidding. I'm a pretty diverse person! Today I also found out I have a stalker. This one girl just keeps staring at me. Haha! It makes me laugh. There is so much potential in the comeback that is coming. If you like you can comment and tell me what I should say. Today one of my buddies came into my 1st & 6th period. I was glad to see her at the beginning and end of today. Also, comment and tell me a topic you'd like me to write a random poem about. That has become my new found talent. So I can't really think of anything else to say so... have a fantabulous week! Sorry if I'm a boring person! Haha! XOXO

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Oscars

I am watching the Oscars. I don't know how to spell Oscars. Sorry for any dis respect I might've caused. :) Wow! The music at the Oscars is incredible!! I have also taken a quiz that says which Oscar I would've won. Here is the link if you want to check it out: http://www.the-n.com/quizzes/quiz_main.php?id=3443 I won the Stylie! That means I basically always have style. (This is not me talking. That is the internet. I am not that vain!!) So comment and tell me what award you got! There is also a quiz about what you should wear to the Oscars. Here is the link to that: http://www.the-n.com/quizzes/quiz_main.php?id=3357. This is what it said for me: You should wear this not-so-basic black dress. Some black dresses are simple and plain, but not this one. It's slinky, stylish, and it shows off your back... exactly your style, right? In this smooth silhouette, you'll be sexy without looking like you're chasing the next fashion trend. It's hard to tell in the photo, but this dress has a bit of sparkle to it, so you'll shimmer in the light (and whenever a camera flashes in your direction). That sounds somewhat similar to my own personality. Hehe! Pretty acurate. Here is one more quiz. It tells you what you should wear on the Red carpet: http://www.the-n.com/quizzes/quiz_main.php?id=3149. This what I got: Your red carpet style is... sophisticated siren. When you dress up for big events, you find the perfect balance of sexiness and timeless beauty. You're fashionable, but you also know what styles look good on you, and that matters more to you than following the trends. Like Scarlett Johansson, you'd rather resemble a classic Hollywood star than try something trendy. You'll have photos from this event for the rest of your life, and you don't want to roll your eyes every time you look at them! So check those out and tell me what you get. Everyone enjoy the Oscars!! XOXO

Looking for a Pencil

Looking for a pencil is a difficult task. You seem to find them all over when you don't need one but when you need and desire and have practically created a "Nancy Drew" case out of finding one there never seems to be one around! So... I am trying to complete my homework but I can't find a stupid pencil anywhere! I wonder if I told my teacher I couldn't find a pencil she would excuse me from homework... probably not. Hmm... that's about it. I thought I'd brighten all of your days with my unfortunate story of not being able to find a pencil. I am going to write a poem about it. My Pencil Sitting at a table. But I always seem so unable to finish my work. Oh, pencils really are jerks. You search. You seek. Such a waste of time. Yet it always seems to make me lose my mind. Oh pencil. My sweet pencil. Why have you run away from me? All of those times I accidentally broke your lead, I didn't mean to make you unhappy. Yet you hate me and you still hide. I never wanted to say goodbye. Oh pencil, please no more hide and go seek. This long game we have been playing just seems so... bleak. Please pencil of pencil. I have to finish my math homework. I've looked in all those cluttered drawers you usually lurk. When I search for you, dear pencil, you probably smirk. But I'm sick of looking and doing all this guess work. When I finally found you I felt very ecstatic. Oh, I felt as if I was lovesick. I shouted "I found you! I found you!" You don't look as excited as I do.

Lazy Sunday

Here is one question you can all clear from your minds, "A size 32 thong does exist." How did I find this out? Um... No comment. I was at "In and Out Burger" and... I saw what I saw. (I am scared for life!) Haha! It was also my daddy's birthday today!!! Yay! I'm super psyched! My brother is also coming from NY today! So yay! I also discovered that one of my bestest buddies has a blog! I was excited to check out. If Sarah is reading this... I love your blog. Very cute! So I have a had a very good and relaxing Sunday. You can close your computers right now if you want cause... in these next few sentences I am going to describe what I'm going to wear tomorrow and Gossip Girl! Just a little warning! So I am wearing a spaghetti strap dress that has giraffe print all over it and with it a brown jacket over it. This outfit was inspired by "Gossip Girl." I was feeling this vintage and trendy vibe so basically I raided my closet. I've been feeling very Madison Avenue lately. So I think that's about it. Have a very good week! XOXO

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Gossip Girl

Just started watching the show "Gossip Girl." Strangely addictive! I love that show sooo much! Here is you want to take a quiz about which "Gossip Girl" character you are here is a link, http://www.seventeen.com/fun-stuff/quizzes/fun-stuff-quiz/gossip-girl-quiz. I am Serena van der Woodsen. That does make sense! Take the quiz and tell me what "Gossip Girl" you are. So I think I am now a "Gossip Girl" fan. Here is the main website if you want some information about the show, http://www.cwtv.com/shows/gossip-girl. Today I've been slaving away at my room. I think I did finally make a huge dent in the progress. But that is basically what I've been doing all day. It was surprisingly fun! Just kinda got to chill out and be alone with my thoughts. Surprisingly refreshing. So enjoy the rest of your weekend and remember to enjoy life!

Friday, February 20, 2009

2 Day Update!

So basically Thursday night I was at tumbling and literally did a head to toe landing on my standing tuck. During my tuck I wasn't rotating my hips over and I would just stop turning. But luckily I didn't get a red rug burn on my chin. It stinged extremely bad though. Also, have any of you watched the show "Degrassi"? That could be my school! There is back stabbing, trashing and just plain insanity. People just really need to back off. That isn't how middle school should be! They need to know that being mean to people isn't going to make people like them. Just as an example, when someone confronts you about something you said about them, instead of denying it, admit to it! Just putting it off is only going to make it worse! Just admit it. Be sorry. (It's their choice to forgive you.) Accept what happens. Don't do it again. That's really, in my opinion, just how to deal with things. Also today I gave away Susan's cookies! We first gave them to this Spanish girl at a bus stop. She was somewhat taken by surprise but it was fun. We also gave some cookies to an African American lady. She was very kind and greatful. The last dozen of cookies we gave to my friend Christine. She had been having a pretty hard day so... I thought maybe she'd want some cookies. Remember our little project to be kind to everyone! Remember to enjoy life!

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Drama Wednesday

So is was drama Wednesday! Those lovely and immature boys that I attend school with decided to make my life a little harder! So in Spanish class my teacher was commenting on how any guy would be lucky to marry me because I can bake then I hear these guys say, "Eww!" It really just made me feel bad and made me feel even worse about myself. Seriously, why do guys have to be like that?! It is just so annoying and it doesn't help anyone! Do they really think that being rude to people is going to make people like them?! That is really not going to get them anywhere. I just hope things will get better in high school. However, I did learn from this experience that I have amazing friends! Thank you soooo much to Christine and Marissa for helping me out and making me feel better about myself. Also today I tried out for the school talent show. I sang and played the piano. I performed "Love Song" by Sara Barrellies. I think I did good. :) I hope I make it! Also, today we had our science fair. No ribbon but... Whatever! It was still fun. It lifted a lot of stress off my shoulders on that project. That's about it. Also, remember the little assignment that has been assigned to be nice to people! If you haven't seen the assignment go to yesterday's post. Remember to enjoy life!

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Tuesday back to school

It is back to school. Ugh... I really liked my day off. So basically I had adapted to the sleep in schedule over my 3 day weekend so... today I moved like a slug and was almost late. But thanks to my mommy we made it there! So today there was some drama. Apparently this one girl said something to one of my other friends. It really was just random and kind of unexpected. Ugh... seriously why do people need to treat each other like that?! It is just so rude and horrible to treat your peers like that. It really isn't going to get that rude person anywhere in life plus it just brings the other person down. Being mean doesn't really help anyone. So on that note, here is a little project for everyone: try to compliment someone or say "hi" to some one or just try to make someone feel good everyday for a week. I guarantee it will not only make you feel good but it will make everyone feel better too, and that's just really how things should be! But otherwise from that incident I had a pretty good day. So... there is your little dose of everything! Make sure to enjoy life, have a good day and smile! :) Also here is a song I wrote today:
Simplicity
1st verse: There's difficulties in our life's and we are haunted by doubt. We can feel as if we know everything but then we have nothing figured out. We can make things harder than they seem. Try to figure out technology of our dreams. Oh I just miss those times. What ever happened those times?
Chorus #1
Oh it's simplicity. Long summer days laying out in the grass watching the sun and skies float by. Sitting with the love of your life, just wanting to stay there forever.Simplicity. Two little kids never knowing that they were meant for each other. Simplicity. We can laugh even when it's about nothing. Oh that's simplicity.
2nd verse: You go to school. It's long and never ending. Judgemental and you never know whats going to happen. Who are your friends? Who talks about you? Why do they say that about you? Does everyone feel the way I do? Why can't we just keep those things that are easier than this?
Chorus #2
Oh it's simplicity. When in kindergarten and everyone was kind to you. To be someones friend all you had to do was be nice to them. It's simplicity. Riding home at 2am in a pickup truck. Lying on the tail gate and looking up at a starry sky. It's simplicity. Taking a long walk in the fields while holding his hand. Simplicity. Skating in a park with my brother. Laughing and talking and having fun. Oh that's simplicity.
Interlude: Oh it's simplicity. Being 5 years old sitting in my red play truck that is sitting in the hall. You run towards me and push me down the hall and we just start laughing. Yeah simplicity. Being 3 and sitting with you guys in mama's bed and laughing at all those things we said. That's simplicity.
Ending: Oh Oh. Yeah simplicity. Just you and me. That's simplicity.

Monday, February 16, 2009

Simplicity

I thought this was a cute picture. I thought it was very simple yet it said sooo much about me. These are all my amazing cowgirl boots! I absolutely love them! I wore the dark brown boots with flowers on them to the my studio recording today! They are next to the black boots. They are my favorite. They are what make my style unique and add a little bit of my country and vintage style.

Singing Debut!

So today I started the steps to my dream career! I went to a my studio recording place inside the mall! For those of you that don't know much about mystudio, here's the link to the site: http://www.mystudio.net/Home.aspx. So I went there and sang "Stay Beautiful" by Taylor Swift. This was my first time so it was a little uh... new. But I have heard my voice. I gonna improve it and make it as best as possible. So that was very fun. It was cool choosing the backgrounds and stuff. Very fun! However it was a little toasty in the studio today. But I mean not bad for only $20! Now I just have to go cheer and tumble! Whoo hoo! It has been a very exciting day! So have a good monday off!

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Road Trip!

So today me and my family decided to travel to Kartchner caves. Just a little bit of advice to everyone... make reservations! Otherwise from that little miss fortune, the museum in there was pretty interesting. There were a lot of neat things to see and some cool things to do. We also saw a video that talked about Kartchner caves. Very Informative! It seemed like if you were discovering Kartchner caves, you could not be claustrophobic. After walking around the museum we did some more driving. We went driving along the San Pedro river. Their really isn't many people there. These are the only inhabitants we found: You can only imagine how bad the road must have smelled. Their were dairy's everywhere! That's about it! So... make sure to pay attention while you drive because their might be a cow in the street!

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Welcome to my blog!

Hey everyone! Welcome to my blog. I've created this blog to give you you're needed dose of school drama, love and some reality. Here is a little bit of information about me. I love to cheer and tumble. My favorite music is country and I love Taylor Swift. I also love my cowgirl boots! Plus I love all my friends. They are so amazing and awesome. They are what keep me in balance. I also love the beach! That is always where I want to be! Ooooo I love the beach! I think the biggest thing that happened in my week is that I gave away Susan's cookies. Susan's Cookies are a addition to my Krumz Cookies business. See one of my monthly subscribers passed away from colon cancer and we give her cookies to random people we meet. We do this to honor her and be like her. Well anyways, we gave her cookies to a lady named Kim. When I handed those to her I just saw her eyes light up. I felt an overwhelming joy in my heart. It was soooo unbelievable! She was just saying that nobody has ever done this for her. It felt so incredible to brighten her day up. Also this week I've been dealing with my lovely and light hearted peers. I have heard that middle school is difficult and I truly agree with that but I have learned from middle school that people like this won't affect my future out of school. So basically my message is that what people that act those rude and certain ways aren't really going to matter. What will matter is what we've done, what we have accomplished and how we delt with those people. During this week also, my best friend got out of the hospital! Yay! SUPER EXCITED! She was in the hospital for krone's disease. I don't really know how to explain it so... sorry bout that! But that made me super psyched. I absolutely love her! Plus my brother Ben will be coming home from his mission soon. He has been in Tennessee and will be released from his mission on April 8th! I'm so excited. My brothers are truly my lifeline! They are what keep me from going overboard. Think that's about it. So everyone have a good day and don't forget to enjoy life!