Hey Hey Hey

So yes. New music. New year. Can you handle that?! thought maybe you could :) so new favorite song (other than crazier ;) ) 'Lucky You' that would be the first song you heard when you embarked on your little adventure to my blog. oh and then we have 'Love Story' done by Dave days. Yeahhhh... i am kinda in love with it also :) i find it adorable. I mean its from romeo's point of view. Romantic guy got to say. Well yes. Tessa is happy. mwahhaha. sorry just needed to add the evil laughter :) and yeahhhh thats about it. I am happy so you should be too! Well i know the post is short but when happiness comes around it leaves Tessa speechless. wow, speaking in third person... weird. Ok well... Bye bye!!! :) XOXO

So basically

I have come to accept it. Just have to wait. I'm fine now. perfectly content. Yepee!!!! :) seriously this boat is a sailing good. I want to be 16 like right............ couple more dots...... now!!! then everything would be ta da! easy. i can drive. i can date. mwahahhaha i will have conquered the world and all it difficulties. ooooo you want to read me and kay's bucket list??!! you know you want to!!. well here i am forcing you. Kay’s and Tessa’s bucket list Best Buddy cruise Skydiving Model for a Magazine Live in Nyc Hawaii Run a marathon (I will jog) :) Visit out of the country Be each others bridesmaids Write a song together Meet Taylor Lautner Find David Archuleta Talk to Taylor Swift Do an all-nighter Marry in the temple <3 Swim in a waterfall Go to a Hannah Montana screening Model for Kay/ do photography for Tessa Be vegetarians for a week Be amazing pianists Go on a double date together Tessa’s additions 1. Dance crazy when its raining 2. Be friends forever (and ever I promise.) 3. Laugh when we want to cry 4. Know we are loved 5. Know that guys are pointless and they aren’t the only reason we can smile 6. Smile like you mean it 7. Trust each other 8. Live like we are dying 9. Be the showstoppers 10. Become mothers 11. Marry someone that loves us even at our worst 12. Forget the big things and learn to love the simple little things 13. Be the change in the world we wish to see 14. Be a doer and not just a sayer 15. Make it over the rainbow Life has its complications. It’s as simple as that. It has its peaks. It has its lows. It’s as simple as that. Life has speed bumps. You got to take it slow once you’re going over them but once you’re done, you can hit the open pavement with your best shot. It’s as simple as that. Life has boys. Life has girls. Then it has the cool people like us that have to intermingle with all of them. It’s as simple as that. Life has its lucky princess’s that are born into royalty. Then it has us, the Cinderella’s that have to go and search for there prince charming. It’s as simple as that. But once we find it. When we find our Prince Charming, we smile. We smile because we succeeded. We smile because we made it. Because we beat all odds and we beat the world at its own game that we were forced to play. We make our wishes. We have our dreams. They come true. We finish the fairytales at the end. With the happy ending. We live. We laugh. We love. We start the trail over the rainbow. Somewhere over the rainbow, Dreams come true. The ones we dare to dream. We will make it. We will make it over the rainbow. It’s as simple as that. Heck yes! Its is loooonnnnnnggggg. but it can be achieved!! well there you go world. Tessa is back and better than ever! XOXO

As you can see

I have completly gone all out with the blog... As many of you know, i am the type of person that gets angry at the stores and people that are already decked out and its not even December!!! But once its Decmber 1st a.k.a my birthday :) I am ready to start this party. So last night i went sledding in hanger park... it was cold :( but very fun none of the less. So it was my birthday was on Tuesday. Thank you oh so much to my friends and all of there lovely surprises and posters and presents :) It was a very good day :) So thats about it. I am doing some stuff with all my buddies and it should be a very snazzy shin dig :) Have and awesome christmas time!!! XOXO

I'm sorry

For losses. Just read something on youtube. Made me sad. i just want to comfort this person. It was a comment on the song Exitlude by the killers. Here is the comment: "I was listening to this song while I was at home and it finish at about 12:55am. The next day, a good friend of mine that I when to school with died at the time I finished this song. So when ever I listen to this song, I am reminded of him because this was one of his favorite band." Here is the other one: "We have all difficult story of the people we loved , for me it's my uncle who is dead because young people was doing a race on the road, there was a crash, my uncle was dead, i loved my uncle so much , and now i'll nerver see him again , i hope in dead we live in peace and with all the people we love ;) that will be a nice dead :)" I guess it just makes you think. Love what you have now. you never know when it leaves. Smile. you never know when one may need it. Be the person you want!!! You make the decision. Cry when you want like i am now. Smile even if its unnecesary. Just do it!! Who really cares about the others?!?! They are just the ones trying to hold you back!! Please just do it. even for me if thats the only reason. I'd love it. i want a hug. :) I love you dearly friends. if your reading this. I love you forever and I know I'm dramatic but thanks for sticking with me. XOXO

So...

I just read nie nies blog. How can one woman who has been through so much still be so greatful and have so much hope. Truly inspirational. It makes me mad at myself for even being upset right now. How can life's little difficulties just destroy me but nie nie can smile and think... it will all be better someday. my inspiration. I love you Nie nie. I will keep going when the road is bumpy, just for you. XOXO

Savannah

I think your gorgeous. Don't be over self conscience like some people we know... I.E. me. Trust me when I say this... Your beautiful. Everyone loves you. I swear. Pinky Swear. Your Gorgeous. Love you forever. XOXO

Music

So... who invented the music? Who did it. Was it god? I don't think so. I mean it is holy enough to be made by him but that is something ot presous to just give away. Maybe he gave us the holy privilidge to think of it. To sing. To dance. To play. The piano. Mhmmm... I love the sound of the piano. When you are in the middle of the chorus and you have hit the climax of the song where it is just ringing in your ears and somehow one instrument is sounding like a whole orchestra. Man... I love the music. Thank you so much for the music. It is my life. *Exhale deeply* *Inhale* my music. :) XOXO