You have no idea

You have no idea how important this picture is to me. You really don't. You guys are always there for me. All of you. You always stick with me. I know if I ever fall you will catch me. Its always guaranteed. No strings attatched. Just like Savannah said today. "If you break, we will be here to bring you back up." Even if I called you at 4 in the morning crying, i know you would listen and pretend you weren't tired. I love you so much. You have no idea. You have no idea how important you are to me. You have no idea that I would do anything for you. You are all that matters. Nothing else. I have nothing to worry about because I know you will always be there. Thank you. So much. Thank you to any of you that have ever been there for me, ever. Even for the most miniscual thing. I love you so much you can't even comprehend

XOXO

P.S. this goes out to all of my friends. Really, I love you more than you will understand. Soak it in.

Yeah I said this.

tell yourself your cold and heartless it will make you feel strong. Say your heart is made of stone that can't be broken it will make you feel invincible. Yeah I said that, and I meant it. Feels great. Love the some and the few. XOXO

Dear Friends,

You make me feel oh so much better. These are the times when I am reminded how we became friends. Cause I was there for you, and you were there for me. You are all I need to help me. Nothing else and NO ONE else. Thank you for everything. Really to all the friends that have ever been there for me for even the most stupid reasons. I love you more than you can comprehend. really I do. Thank you so much. Love, Tessa

Click

"Heads Carolina. Tales California." I really want to get away. Shake me and wake me up. I feel like I am living in a haze. Just grab me by my shoulders and shake me and throw me until I just break into an uncontrollable fit cause that is better than being a faker. I am so sick of the radio now a days, yet I still listen to it. When I see flashbacks it makes me angry. Shouldn't it make me happy? Its making me more and more and angry but yet I still look because I think that somehow I will get back to that point. *click* *click* *sting* *sting* *Step back* Over and out.

Thanks Jack. Your a good friend. :)

Do you not realize?

I'd go back to how things were if you did? I would go back to before this amazing disaster happened. I would go back to the time that you were one of my best friends and my brother. Now, your just the ghost that I see through photos. Come back please. Cause I am sick of waiting.

A day in 4th period theatre

Alicia lost a bead. I will describe everything that is going on around me. Grace is reading while I type. Bri is braiding her hair. Tyler is talking to Luke. I hear a cat, it sounds like it is giving birth to a chicken. Alicia is wearing rose earrings, i think they are pretty. She said thanks and I said your welcome. Grace is changing the facebook language to pirate. Bri is staring at a blank google screen. Lauren is getting papers out of the printer. Cassie is talking to Daniel. Oh Daniel is hugging Cassie. Things move fast in theatre. It got quite when Grace started singing. Grace looked up Jack Sparrow. She started giggling profusely. Alicia dropped a bead. I have been told not to move but yet... I continue moving. I am sorry. Mario and Dillon are playing a game on the computer. nifty. Bri is looking at four googles... at once. She sure likes google. Bri is reading MLIA to me. I love her. Grace just celebrated an unknown victory. She is currently reading this post as I am typing. oh her unknown victory was she typed in bork bork bork and then typed in Carl Sagan (whoever that is.) Oh... grace told me he is a famous scientist. Alicia made 2 bracelets. That girl works fast. I really want a frozen meal now. That sounds freaking delicious. Daniel has a red Powerade. I want a red Powerade. Grace is looking at the Carl Sagan portal. I know, I am confused too. Its cold. I just got the chills. Eeek. Does that mean a ghost just passed through me? Alicia's string that she uses to make bracelets is called stretch magic. Grace is now taking the keyboard and will begin typing in 3...2...1...I LOVE YOU AAAAAALLLLLLL!!!! AND I LOVE YOU TESSA!!! XOXO