Today

Today I heard a song. It felt like it was speaking directly to me. It was called "Tessa don't Worry." I just could not believe it. It is like the person that wrote this personally knows me and just understands life. It just really made me feel good and it made me feel like everything was going to be ok. When I heard it I was just like "Thank you God!" So yeah, that ended a difficult day rather well. :) XOXO

Breathe

I can't breathe without you but I have to. I wonder if you feel this burning passion that burn within you like I feel I do. Am I just alone in this? I have been before. Oh lord help me. I don't if I'm just being idiotic or naive. I feel as if I run from it but it just doesn't leave. I can't escape it. I feel as if I'm not his princess and he isn't ever going to come after me. Will anybody ever? I wonder if you have ever had this thought even cross your mind or if it is just a simple never known fairytale in my mind. Does a prince always fall in love with the princess or will he eventually see the passion in the girl on the side? I don't know. Am I the princess of the girl on the side? Probably not even either. I am probably the girl in the very back of his mind waiting for my chance to be the very first thing. Even when I have always been there I wonder if he notices. Why can't he notice me? Why am I not that girl he just completely wants? Help me fairytale god mother. I really need you. I need dreams to come true and wishes to be granted. My ship is sinking. I have gone down under. Will anyone save me?* *Sarah and Savannah, and anyone else that knows what is going on, we are completely back to square one on the Tessa project. I'm sorry. :(

My Friends

I would just like to say to all of my friends that helped me out of my flip out mode Thanks. Seriously I do not know what I would do without you guys. *Internet Hug* (Be prepared for a much bigger hug tomarrow!) I know that if things are difficult for me or if I'm in a long never ending hard spot, that you are the one's that will always be there to help me out. Thank you soooo much. I will love you guys forever and always! Seriosuly I do love you guys sooo much!!! Lot's of soooo much freaking love. I LOVE YOU ALL SOOO MUCH*!!! XOXO *I really can't stress this enough! I really really love you guys so much!! I know that if life is hard or if I'm just feeling alone and just dead to the world, that I will always have the most amazing friends in the world that care about me. Thank you! Love you forever!!

2 years exactly

This is a VERY special day for me and my brother. For those of you that don't know my brother left for his mission in Nashville Tennessee. What most of you don't know is that he left on April 4th 2007. What does that mean? It has been an exact year!!! Whoo Hooo!!! Me and my family are going to go get him on April 7th which is only 3 more days away. I'm super duper psyched!!!! I haven't seen him in 2 years. Otherwise today though I went and did another singing mystudio thing. If you would like to watch it just click on the thing that says MyStudio on the right side of my blog near the top. Once there you can watch which everyone you want. To recognize my newer video's they are the ones that have a picture of me in a pink dress. So yep!! Today has been Good. I can't wait to see my brother. I can't believe that the day has finally come. I feel like I'm going to burst with excitement. Whooo Hoo!!!!!! So just to let you know if I'm not at school on Tuesday... you know why! :) Well have and amazing week everyone. XOXO