When I look back

When I look back on all the posts I've done... its almost like I am reading a book. I mean, like a biography. It says all I was dealing with but when I wrote it I somehow made it so it was difficult to decode. Its so intriguing. Can I put something out there, I am still the same Tessa. I have my moments but I am still the deep and understanding person I was and am. I don't know, I just, I sometimes worry about people splitting apart and I don't want that to be a reason. I love all my friends so much and I don't want something that isnt' even real to ruin it. I finnaly started writing again. It felt great. I like how this one turned out. Plus its always fun to describe what I write to people and the meaning it has to me. Its things they don't realize. Its interesting :) So I am heading off. Love you all. Truely forever and always. XOXO Decode me. Decode the black dots on my measures.