Everything is just hurting

this sucks

SINCE I FOUND IT, I AM GOING TO ANSWER IT

1. How am I? You know what, by the way you guys, and people seem to treat me. Yeah, you guys are so... great. But me, HEY, lets just leave her in the freaking dust.
2. Better, NO. No NO NO NO NO and you want to hear the best part, it's all your fault.
3. No, you have not. And I bet you won't either.
4. I doubt it

I have you guys an update

Hey you guys, I am terribly sorry I haven't been blogging on here. I do have another blog like thing though if you would love to check it out. It is a Tumblr. That seems to be the new fad now a days and I will say, I do quite enjoy it. But, if you would still like to keep up with my writing, you can go to justaraeofsunshine.tumblr.com Now, down to business, I felt like doing a new post cause... just saying, I do not like the last post that has been lurking on this blog. I mean hey, that was a good time in my life but, I am ready for it to go. And hate to sound like somewhat of a ... you could say 'harlot' but I have moved on. I have in fact... well somewhat have been hanging around with someone else. It is quite delightful and refreshing. I am currently a Sophmore, a bit more on that now. Its going good. Your Sophmore year is a bit of a hiatus in your... well... high school life. Its something that you just push for and something the precedes the oh so much better times to come. I mean don't get me wrong, this is high school and it is a special time for a typical teenager like my self, but the Sophmore year is a bit dull. But hey, isn't that school, well in general? So now for something interesting. I am watching this show on Discovery Channel. Its this show where thy basically perform Exorcisms... I am still now quite sure how I feel about it. I mean, I of course think weird stuff like this is rather interesting but it is still very, um... whats the word.. Sketch. Over and out you guys! Now remember, if you want to keep up with me , go to justaraeofsunshine.tumblr.com XOXO

I am happy. Life is pretty. And you are my pleasant sideline watcher. Thank you. XOXO

10 things I want you to know

1. I am not going anywhere
2. Hearing how upset you sounded made my heart crack and break into a million pieces
3. You can talk to me about anything
4. I am not even completely done showing you my entire self
5. I really do care
6. I am willing to try if you are
7. I can make this all work with a snap
8. Referencing to #7, I probably can't, but I will try, and I will hold my head up through the entire time and think to myself, "everything will be okay"
9. My mind is reeling right now
10. You are something important to me. You are now and permanently be a little indent in the events of my life.

XOXO

These are the days

Yesterday was inspiring. Funny how something so inatimate can make me swell and change my day. Thanks. you know who you are. :) Today is lovely. I am having fun. I am being happy. Its the good life and I think I'm going to keep living it. Tonight is magical. Every little thing just felt magical. And I loved soaking it in like a giant sponge. I love how you all accept me. Thanks :) XOXO

I am a hipster.

So I am sitting, here in Language arts as a... (DRUM ROLL) SOPHMORE!!!! Oh yeah babyyy. So we are researching greek people... haha um yeah. Exciting isn't it? I am researching Demeter, who is the mother of Persephone. Demeter is the Goddess who brings forth fruit, grains, all that lovely stuff. The main story one hears about Demeter is how her daughter was kidnapped by Hades and was taken into captivity. Charming right? So basically, whenever her daughter is taken, it becomes really cold, and sad because... that's how she is feeling (Winter). You get me there? But, when her daughter, Persephone is returned, it is all warm and happy, thus making all the plants grow, prosper, etc. Hmmm... So, according to the weather happening in Arizona, Persephone and Demeter must be having a little party. Thanks Greek mythology for finally helping me understand why it is so hot in Arizona. On a lighter note, I am currently sitting next to Alina, and Victoria. :) Its a fun class period. Love you all. Sorry I haven't been on my blogger. if you would like to continue reading of the daily adventures of Tessa (i.e. ME) you can go to: justaraeofsunshine.tumblr.com There you go kiddos. I will continue to update this blog but it will most likely not be as frequent as my tumblr. I hope you guys have a fantastic day :) XOXO P.S. I really love all of you guys oh so much. Thanks for putting up with me and well... everything I seem to do.

So um yesterday :)

Yeah... yesterday may have fallen into the category of one of Tessa's favorite moments. I will spare you the details but um yeah, last night, thanks for something memorable :) XOXO

So recently

So the majority of my time has been about figuring things all out? correct my inquisitive friend. But um... i think I may almost have it all figured. i mean.. i havn't been excited about something like this for awhile now. Must be progress :) XOXO P.S. haha I still come back here too! blogger will always be pretty spiffy :)

Oh the Old

Oh Old Blogger post you make me laugh so much :) I love the silly little things I would say. They make me laugh. And all the list of things I liked. To think, it was old like 3 months ago :) I wasn't able to curl my hair then. I sure can now. SUCCESS BABY. "Lets run away together. Right now, like they do in the movies. Just go" I remember writing that. I was kinda cute I think? It makes me giggle. XOXO

So i threw up... 6 times yesterday... It was oh too much fun, not. And now, my tummy continues to make strange noises at me. Please stop

Hello there

So I am currently sitting here, in summer school, in the library with Kelly :) She is currently reading what I type. Say Hi kelly :) She said Hi. So how bout I describe EVERYTHING that is going on currently. How bout I do Kelly!!! So, Mrs. Chapman is about 2 feet away from me. If she catches us... ehh we might be screwed? Oh apparently the Librarians can see what we are doing. Hi Librarians!!! :) I don't care, they are rather nice. Kelly has claimed to be interesting. Okay so Kelly is going to tell me a story... SIGNING OFF XOXO

Its weird to think I said that 5 days ago. I still regret saying that. I told Kay to never let me say something like that about myself ever again. I am glad I told Savannah. Those pretty blue eyes are looking out for me. Thanks XOXO

Story of my life...

Oh you know its funny. Did I just make your life?

I have friends that are good enough to do this for me: http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1362317744#!/group.php?gid=129352550424465 I have 15 members, and every single one of them mean so much to me. I needed that so bad.... and I didn't even have to ask for it. Thank you. XOXO

It hurt to say. I am so sorry.

It's weird. It's strange. It's a letter in a post secret book. It's me telling my secrets to a stranger. It's me being confused by the camera flashes. It's me losing it. Its some weird form of magic. It's me on the edge. It's me trying to be pretty. It's me pretending to be a model. It's me trying to be funny. It's me trying to be cute.

It's me trying

Why couldn't it have been you on that bicycle chasing after me?

The things you find in the comment section

I use to do all that for my girlfriend.... not anymore. Yet every night I still dream about her. I can hear her laugh when I'm alone. I can feel her fingers between mine when theres nothing but empty space... I still love you Hollie I wonder if she ever read it I found this under "How we used to" by: Rocket to the Moon I just found this special. It was so sweet. It made me want to cry but I didn't want to just do it out of the blue. I mean, everything he is feeling. Everything he desires. Everthing he wants her to know is right here. All she had to do was look and read it.

Summer BABY

Whoa hey there summer. Its so nice to see you. I really really missed you. Oh you want to do something? okay, I will see if I can fit that in :) So hello my darling blog readers!! How are you? Oh me? oh I am dong fantastic thanks for asking. Ah but yes. Schools out. Summers in!!! So happy. Sleeping in. Swimming. Tan skin. Hot guys. ah yeah. Plus thats whole staying up late thing, I love it. I am the night owl. Well thats all I had to say. Summer baby here I come!! *Splash* XOXO