Night with banana

Banana came over. AMAZING!! I love that girl so much. We could just talk all day. Their is never an awkward moment between us. She slept over. We stayed up till like... 2 am!! We where watching movies all night. We watched Dan in Real life, Juno, A walk to Remember, and about 15 minutes of the Count of Monte Cristo. Perfect ingredients for a perfect night. Well... Just thought I'd let you know how much fun I had with Banana and make you guys all jealous. Hehe! Well have a fantabulous day!! XOXO

To my friends

Goodbye Sunshine. I'm going to miss you. I cry the storms I can feel them comin. Then the tears. The eyes are flodding. Goodbye havens. My matress in my life. I knew that if I fell you could always catch. I love the sunshine forever. I'll miss you guys. Some I just met. Some I knew forever. I will really miss all of you. Sure I'll see you again but the possibility of not seeing you everyday just kills me. I hope you all have an amazing summer. Know that you will always be in my thoughts. When I see the sunshine, I'll think of you guys. Afterall, you guys where the brightness of my day and the warmth in my heart. When we both look at the same sun I will think of you guys and you will think of me. I love you. Comgratulations class of 2009.

Promotion

Can you say one word?? Amazing!!! It was definitely my favorite dance this year. I have never seen our cafeteria look so amazing. It was New York Twilight theme. It looked sooo cool!! There was a huge picture of New York, Park benches, stars everywhere, and our bathrooms looked like a subway. Cool, I know!!! My dress was zebra print in the chest part, it had a huge blue ribbon then it was really ruffly all the way down to my knees. It looked so cute!!! My shoes were really pretty. I will admit though that they hurt extremely bad!! I almost had to have Chance carry me to the parking lot!! Me and my friends took so many pictures and can you say DANCING?! It was so fun. We all danced so much. SO MUCH!!! Plus, after promotion Christine came over and we watched "Taken." Can you say Scary? (I've been doing that"Can you say?" thing a lot.) So yep I had an amazing night!!! And I passed out at 12:00 and woke up at 10:00 Am. I agree with Sarah and the promotion hangover thing. So true. I haven't sleep ed 10 hours in awhile though. It felt amazing. So yeah, promotion was amazing!! Danced with some guys. Ooo La la!! Oh and by the way, the guys I danced with, we are not dating!!! Just thought I clear that up. So I'm definitely going to miss that night!! XOXO

School

Can somebody answerer one question for me? What the hell are people's problem??!! (Forgive my bad language.) Seriously, when I've done nothing to them they have to lash out and break my heart. What is their deal?! I seriously have done nothing to these people and they have to act like complete idiots. Seriously, Get a life! Is that all you have to do is make other people feel horrible? To those people I want you to know that I'm not going down that easily, you can't ruin me that easily, and I can see right through your lies. On a good note, I learned who my real friends are. Thank you so much for all you do. For loving me unconditionally and for making life such a joy. I know I can count on you and I know that you guys would never do anything so immature and mean like that. Also, special thanks to Christine. Thank you for sitting with me for 2 hours interviewing all the lie rs. (Our special Nancy Drew Case!!) Thank you Sarah, Pain, Savannah, Monica, and Kali. You were such a big help in helping me forget about it all. Thank you!! To those haters, I feel sorry for you. I feel sorry for you that I have real friends that like me for who I am and that you have friends that are posers. I feel sorry for you that people like me and stand up for me even when they might not know me. Would they do that for you?? Have fun answering that for yourself. You know who you are. XOXO P.S. I love my friends. They are my everything. Thanks for all that you do.

Poll

Ok. I just need a second of your time. Please answere the poll in the side panel. I really need your guy's help!!! Please. Cause I seriously don't know which one. Just pick the song that you think would be a good song for me to dance to!! Thank you!!! XOXO

Dream

Just found my dream slow dance song. Oh it is so amazing. I want to dance to it so bad. Here it is!! Lucky By Jason Mraz featuring Colby Calliat Do you hear me,I'm talking to you. Across the water across the deep blue ocean. Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying. Boy I hear you in my dreams. I feel your whisper across the sea. I keep you with me in my heart. You make it easier when life gets hard. I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend. Lucky to have been where I have been. Lucky to be coming home again. Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh. They don't know how long it takes. Waiting for a love like this. Every time we say goodbye. I wish we had one more kiss. I'll wait for you I promise you, I willI'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend. Lucky to have been where I have been. Lucky to be coming home again. Lucky we're in love every way. Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed. Lucky to be coming home someday. And so I'm sailing through the sea. To an island where we'll meet. You'll hear the music fill the air. I'll put a flower in your hair. Though the breezes through trees. Move so pretty you're all I see. As the world keeps spinning round. You hold me right here right now. I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend. Lucky to have been where I have been. Lucky to be coming home again. I'm lucky we're in love every way. Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed. Lucky to be coming home someday. Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh. Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh There we go. Be prepared promotion!!!

Here I am

I think this song really shows me and how I feel about everything. Invisible by Taylor Swift She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile. She never noticed how you stop and stare whenever she walks by. And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her. But you are everything to me. And I just want to show you, she don't even know you. She's never gonna love you like I want to. And you just see right through me but if you only knew me. We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable. Instead of just invisible, yeah. There's a fire inside of you that can't help but shine through. But she's never gonna see the light, no matter what you do. And all I think about is how to make you think of me. And everything that we could be. And I just want show you, she don't even know you. She's never gonna love you like I want to. And you just see right through me but if you only knew me. We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievableInstead of just invisible. Like shadows in the faded light, oh, we're invisible. I just wanna open your eyes and make you realize. And I just want to show you, she don't even know you. Baby, let me love you, let me want you. You just see right through me but if you only knew me. We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable. Instead of just invisible, oh, yeah. She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile. There You go. This is how I feel deep inside. If you want to here the song it is #72 on the playlist. That is how I feel about... well you know.

It just hit me

Life just hit me in the forhead. 8th grades almost over. Friendships are almost leaving. But I'm not ready. I keep watching the minutes go by on my count down clock and then I realize, there goes one more minute of my life. It just keep ticking like a bomb. Once we hit zero I'm going to explode. I don't know what I'm suppose to do about it. You can't stop fate. There is NOT a pause button. Sometimes I wish there was. I could just stop those amazing moments and take a second to savor them and enjoy them. All those amazing moments. That is what I'm going to miss. I know moments will continue but it is those people that were there that made them special. This next paragraph goes out to Sarah: I am going to miss you so much. You have been such an amazing person to meet. You are one of those people I'm going to miss seeing everyday. Somehow whenever I see you, no matter how crappy of a mood I'm in, you are always there to make me laugh and smile and just make me feel better. I know that I can always come to you. I thank you for that. Thank you so much for making middle school and unforgetable experience. I love you so much. Thanks for all that you do. I know the people at Marcos will be lucky to have you there. I will miss you so much. Don't change. This one goes to Banana: I know you are going to Corona but I still just can't believe life. I look forward to attending high school with you. I know that it is going to contain many laughs with you around. I still can't believe we are growing up. Wow. Thanks so much for everything you do for me. I look forword to these next 4 years with you. I know they are going to be an unforgettable experience in my life. Don't change. This goes to Emily: I also look foreword to Corona with you. You are such a happy person. Whenever I see you, you are always able to make me smile. You can make me laugh no matter how I feel. I thank you so much for that. Your the type of person I know I can come to with anything. Thanks so much for everything you do. Don't change. Thank you so much to all of you. You are the ones that have made middle school such an amazing time. Thanks for everything you guys all do. Love you all 4 ever. XOXO Don't change

Favorite Song at the moment

Superman By: Five for Fighting I can't stand to fly. I'm not that naive. I'm just out to find. The better part of me. I'm more than a bird...i'm more than a plane. More than some pretty face beside a train. It's not easy to be me. Wish that I could cry. Fall upon my knees. Find a way to lie. About a home I'll never see. It may sound absurd...but don't be naive. Even heroes have the right to bleed. I may be disturbed...but won't you concede. Even heroes have the right to dream. It's not easy to be me. Up, up and away...away from me. It's all right...you can all sleep sound tonight. I'm not crazy...or anything... I can't stand to fly. I'm not that naive. Men weren't meant to ride. With clouds between their knees. I'm only a man in a silly red sheet. Digging for kryptonite on this one way street. Only a man in a funny red sheet. Looking for special things inside of me. Inside of me. Inside me. Yeah, inside me. Inside of me. I'm only a manIn a funny red sheet. I'm only a man Looking for a dream. I'm only a man In a funny red sheet. And it's not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm... Its not easy to be me Thats called "Superman" by Five for Fighting. Thats how I feel a lot of the time.

At the Moment

At this very moment my favorite song is "Summertime Guys." Unfortunatly I can't find the song on Playlist. :( But I can tell you it is on the Aquamarine Soundtrack. It is such a happy song :) So yep! That conveys my mood right now which is PRETTY good! I am right now at the moment listening to the Beach Boys. I am ready for Summer!!! Come Faster!!! I need you to rescue me from math class!! XOXO