I did some more photography

My window has the perfect lighting :) I think this one is pretty spiffy My Piano will always own my heart Hehe I like this one. It took some time though :) Now this is one of my all time favorites

Ohhh yeahhhh

Took this on the roof with kay. I love it

This took forever. but yeah, the window has perfect lighting :)

Sooo that is all. PLEASE tell me what you think. Love you all!

XOXO

Hey Everyone!

Hey everyone so... i am doing pretty good right about now. Happy, having fun Yeahhh. Its the life. So its been a fairly good week. I am going to be in a fashion show soon!!! you should all come to it. I will put up more details on that later. but anywho, yesterday I went to Davids Bridal with Kelly yesterday and we found 2 GORGEOUS dresses. You should come to the show just to see me and her. We will be lookin smokin :) alrighty well thats about it. Love you all. XOXO

I got this

Oh yeahhhh I got it down. Tessa, what do you have down? Did you learn how to do something? No my curious friend... this is not something you just learn... this, this is epic. Ohhhh I see, Mind telling me If I must. I have finally learned the talent of understanding life! Plus... I just downed a soda in 5 minutes. Weren't expecting that were you? So currently I am obsessed with the song "Black Parade." I don't know why it just... it kinda makes me feel... like I can push through things which... I mean who doesn't like a good "I DON'T CARE" song? I certainly Love them :) My favorite part of the song is from 3:00-3:40. It just... its almost like they are rebelling or in a revolution. Cool right? And if you listen close to what they are saying... it goes along of the lines of being strong, carrying on, and not breaking underneath pressure. Yeah neat things. Well I will just put this here for you to read :) XOXO Because the world will never take my (heart) Go and try; you’ll never break me.

"Would you be, the savior of the broken, the beaten and the dammed?" Yeah, I will.

I felt

Edgy. Like pushing the envelope. Like not caring. Like not being serious, and just being random. And I like it. I will do it. And I will like it. :) Last night was a lot of fun. I got some blizzards with Cj. It was a pretty freaking hilarious and fun night :) So yeahhhh thats about it :) Love you all. XOXO

uh... you there

Hey. Hello. How are you? Me? Great. Kelly came over yesterday :) we had a fun time. We had a dance party at midnight it was pretty intense. We has a sugar rush. Then.... I don't really remember what happened after that. Symptoms from sugar hung over :) Then lets see.... we went to jumpstreet. Um... Yeah... I like that place. :) I also like blue T-Shirts ;) Wow I type a lot of smiley faces... In about an hour i will ride my bicycle over to Kelly's place and we will make a cake for her web show. I have been instructed to save a piece for Cj... If I don't I can't go to Dq. You see my dilemma. But yeah. Should be great. on Friday I am watching the Powerpuff girls at Kay's house. Who else misses that show?! Ummm ME. Oh yeah and me and my friends are being hobos at Ikea tonight. If anyone would like to come to that just text me. We need more hobos :) Alrighty well that about it. Hope you all have a great day! XOXO P.S. Mackenzie, I think I am going shopping on Saturday, if you would like to come :) Just facebook me.

So lets see...

Last night was pretty fun :) Went to a dance. Danced with my friends. Danced with some guys. Yeah. Pretty great right? :) I got home. Watched house with my brother. Passed out,pretty sure my brother carried me up the stairs. So yeah... There we go :) Oh want to see a cool photo I did?

So this one took me awhile... but I think its pretty cool :)

Me and Kay... being normal :) This is my lovely Banana. Oh I love that kid :)

I just thought this was rather adorable :)

Alrighty well that's it. Love you all.

XOXO

I don't know why?

I don't know why but... it just seems like I'm not as trusted anymore. But I can be trusted. I don't know why... but it just worried me. I mean, it is their choice and I can't force it but, I miss the time were it was like everyone trusted me. Even if they didn't know me. They just seemed to mesh with me and things just worked out. I kinda miss it... a lot. Well trust me when I say that I love you and you can trust me with anything. XOXO

Hum de dum de doooo

How am I doing? I am doing great! I like writing that. It is fun to write. Uh Yeah. So Kelly made my night with her scrapbook. I turn to the last page. It scared me :) It just kinda jumped out at me and I was like "ahh!" Plus I look really spastic in the picture :) Have you ever laughed until you cried? Its pretty fantastic. I am too hyper right now. CALM DOWN. NOOOOOOO. hehehe On Facebook I joined the group Dumbledores army... just saying. I felt pretty beast. My favorite food is PB&J... just sayin. allrighty bye bye kiddos. Love you all! XOXO

Strawberry Wine

It makes me smile. When I think of a summer love or your first sip of love... it makes me smile. It makes my heart flutter and makes me breathe really fast. And it makes me lose my breathe... I should really catch it sometime :) But I don't want to. Oh flutters. And Butterflies. So uncontrollable. What do them butterflies think?! That I'm a flower?! Leave me alone :) Then again its better than bee's. But yes... strawberry wine. It makes me smile. It makes me giggle. I love you all. I am heading out to to my other home (Kay's house) Your the cheery on top of my sundae.

XOXO

Cause

Cause when the thunder sounds Cause when the bubbles pop Cause when the sun falls down Cause when the sky turns black Cause when the oceans crash Cause when the fire burns Cause when the clock sounds Cause when the eagle eyes blink Cause when the camera flashes Cause when Summers leave and Winters come Cause when memories fade I will be fine. I felt like being poetic. Lyrics? XOXO

This ones for the girls

Wednesday I went to mutual and there was a seminar on body image and how society makes us feel wrong about our self image. It gave us percentages and startling statistics. It was truly shocking. I'm sure every girl has one through these feelings and they sting so bad. Well I wanted all of you to know that I love you dearly, I think you are so gorgeous and you aren't allowed to deny it. I love you all so dearly and I just thought you should know that you are my friends... I think you are the most beautiful things on the face of this earth. I love you all so dearly. This one goes to Banana: My best friend, I love you so much. i think you are so sweet and adorable. I am so lucky to have you as a friend. I am so glad I was able to meet you. I think you are beautiful and I never want you to deny it. I love you so much kiddo, forever and ever. This one goes to Sarah: Ahhh my girl, I miss you. I know you probably didn't see this seminar but I want you to know that I also think you are beautiful. You are so sweet and funny. I really miss seeing you. You were truly a highlight of my day back in middle school. I love you so much and I know I will see you soon. Love you forever and ever. This one goes to Emily: oh ms. sweetheart. I love seeing your smile, it always lights up the room. I also... you know this is coming, I want you to know that I think you are beautiful. You are so sweet and I am privilege to know you. Thank you so much for all that you do and always being there for me. I love you forever and ever :) This one goes to Kay: Oh my best friend. I love you so much. You are so gorgeous and beautiful and I am so thankful for that summer when I was able to meet you. I am truly privilege to know you. I love doing things with you. I love you. Your like the sister I never had. I love you forever and ever. I am sorry if I forgot anyone but if any of you even took the time to read this, just know that I love you all. Your beautiful inside and out, I promise :) Love you all forever XOXO

I love theatre

I love my theatre class. Here are some of the things that happened today: "Its purring at me!" "It doesn't like us!!!!!" "Its making weird noises at us!" *Push button *Button goes up "NOOOOO!!!!!" Oh goodness. So we were recording tapes in there today. i actually felt technologically challenged... it was rather sad. We had quite a few technical difficulties but it was on the fun side of things. So yes. Hilight of my day. Then after school I hung around with Emily, Alina, Erica and Kelly. It was quite a fun experience. Me and Kelly did some backhandsprings on the concrete. The security guard was rather confused about it all. Then... we walked to the parking lot. I'm sure the guy behind us thought we were pretty awesome. Oh the joys of 4 crazy girls having a conversation. LOVE :) Well... I willl see you guys around!!! XOXO lobster

Oh my goodness!

Oh my goodness its March ALLREADY! Can you believe this? It came so quickly. But its finally spring, one of my favorite seasons. Everything is blooming, and its almost like everything is starting over. Plus I can finally wear my sundresses that have been waiting in my closet for me to wear. I am so psyched! Plus today I came home from school and my mom had gotten me some Tulips... My favorite :) I walked home from school today, the weather felt fantastic. Plus the school was playing some music so I sang along with it. It was pretty fun :)

Oh guess what, Kelly and I are going to be in a fashion show!! I know... we are silly but, we will have fun. We are going to showcasing the beautiful formal dresses. I am going to wear my pretty princess dress and my heels. Yeah I know... I live in my own fairytale reality.

I talked to Kay for a fantastic 2 hours last night! I love having late conversations with her. They are completely random but... this one was a good one. We talked about our little day dreams and fantasies (Park benches, rain and pick up trucks :) ) It was great. It put me in a good mood and I fell asleep smiling. Plus I told her that I've decided that I'm going to wear red lipstick when I get married so that when I kiss whoever I end up with... he will have red lipstick all over him. Yeah.. I know :)

I want a bouquet of daisy's and go for a walk down the street. Come with me?

XOXO lobster